i watched this clip. it's a very touching video. it's only 4mins but it does convey very impt msgs to u, to me and to everyone.

the perserverence to live on.

the courage to look forward.

the depth of love.

the determination.


i dont ask for much. if i have 1/4 of the dad's courage, i think i will live my life to the fullest.

however...

kinda diffcult.

well.. life's full of ups and downs.

the key point is to overcome them. (saying is easier than doing. hmmPh)

enjoy the clip. it's really very nice. =)

i saw this in school tdy again... and it's meant to spread a msg ard. pretty scary. but i wld say.. it's quite creative. ^_^


raining the whole afternn. and it's drizzling now. booo

shall be a short entry tdy. and i shall end it with a joke that i heard last 2 wks from my auntie.

my auntie's maid just left. so it's on my 2 cousins' own now. meaning they have to get their own meals and stuff. esp. during this hols when they cant have their meals in school.

so my auntie began dinner delivery last mth. and it stated at the top of the box. "Best to be consumed before 7pm." and so my cousins age 11 and 15. stared at the box and then at the clock. and one of them said," mummy it's 7 oclock now. i dont think we can eat.. "


muhahahahha.. so cute of them.


^_^

early in the morning at 830am.25th nov 2006. and this was what i saw. luckily it was in the morning and my heart's strong enough to take this kind of scene. it's horrible.duhz!!!!


went for ginny's and xtine's co. bbq. it was fun. fd was great. yummy!!! chilli prawns and sotongs. bbq-ed marshmallow.crispy on the outside and soft in the inside that melted straight in ur mouth. gosh!!! surprisely i got along with the ppl there quite well. all v nice ppl infact. and guess what.. the ones that were bbqing for the ppl there were actually 2 guys. this is what i call gentlemen.

i was quite anti abt playing of games at first. oh well.. in the end it turned out to be q fun. =) one of the games made me so paiseh. duhzz. i hope i didnt crush him. >_< waterbombs to end the day with. i felt so bad that i didnt help to clear the palce up. cos usually during such events i will de. be the one to do all the chores.

downtown east changed q a lot too. with renovations here and there. it has been 2yrs since i last stepped in there. hohohoho. it's gg to be xmas. =) everywhere has got xmas deco. downtowneast as well. this santa claus can climb up and down. ^_^


took mrt home fr bedok. rched je at 1215am. during the train journey, i suddenly thought of walking home. and my walk started at 1215am from je mrt station. it was a nice walk. it's q cooling actually. my mp3 accompained me all the way until i rched my doorstep at 1245am. i love to walk. the road nv seems to end and how i wish i can contd walking. while walking, it gives me the time to think abt things. lots of things went through my mind jus now. and not forgetting to raise my head up to look at the night sky. there's lots of stars high up in the starry starry night! the night sky seems so pretty tdy without any haze obstructions. =) i love stars.

following are 15 short bits of interesting true stuff about myself . with false statements included inside. all 20 jumbled up. guess which are fake.

1.emotional ie. cry easily
2.thinks too much
3.bedwetting in the middle of the night (!@#$%)
4.loves hugs!!!
5.good listener
6.travelling
7.loves to club and drink till i m drunk
8.bury myself into the sociology notes *roll eyes
9.wanna lose some weight!!!
10.listening to music
11.Harry Potter!!! (ps Harry Potter and the Order of Phoenix gg to be on screen nxt July)
12.loves anything abt Milk. includin drinking milk. =)

(oh no.. this is tough..i have to come out with so many...)

13. loves cracking jokes to irritate ppl sometimes
14.like to be alone to enjoy peace at times.
15.will be very sad when someone ignore me. =(
16.loves surprises!!!
17.my best friend is the girl with the pumpkin hair. (*hahaha)
18.loves to draw
19.my boyfriend is Yul Goon. (yeah yeah!!!)

(lastly...)

20.i need and want to be loved!!!
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to chiewy: i think those of urs are fake.. tell me if it's correct... just random guessing...

shin yi is the first girl who kissed me.(on the cheek.)
i kissed back shin yi when she kissed me.
i love watching channel 5 news.
i stopped wearing specs since pri 4.
i want singapore to have a toilet in every corner.

ps. tution changed to 130pm this friday.

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last night, went for yueh lin's bbq. before that i took 1.5hrs just to get a Strawberry Shortcake from FourLeaves. in the end i got the 15cm cake cos the 21cm cake wasnt available anywhere-bpp,compass,bugis. the bbq was nice overall though. but... it wasnt really well preapred cos there were things missing here and there. well ... effort put it. A*

chit chatting session after that. simple and nice activity. (but it's a sin. kept munching my fd when we were chit chatting= fats accumulation=fat tummy. booo~~ as u all know.. there's always a lot leftover fd during bbq...) i love the cheese hotdogs!!! oh gosh... my fav!!!! whoot whoot!!!

duhz. im angry. im frustrated. and im damn upset. i cried. i quarrelled with my mom just now. all because of my sis again. wth... she complained to my mom that i used com. late into the night and it's disturbing her. it isnt the first time that she complained to my mom. so previously, if i were to use internet at night i wld move to the living rm. and wth.. when im in the living rm, my mom wld wake up and ask me not to use it and go to bed. hur.. i cant use it in the bedroom( cos im sharing a rm with my sis! -.-and she wants to slp). i cant use it in the living room. then where else do they want me to use?! and no one can stop me from using the internet late into the night. if im not having morning lect the nxt day, why cant i slp late the night before? it's not as if im working the nxt morning.

so.. my mom told me.. cos my sis is working. i replied..." so..? that's her choice. she chose to work and study at the same time. it's tough for her. but too bad. she has to bear with it. "and my mom keeps asking me to work since im only studying 4days a wk. i told her i didnt want to cos i know that im that kind of person who cant study and work at the same time. duhz.. of cos she doesnt unds me. she thinks that my sis is the greatest. she can work and support herself while im still someone who needs my parents to feed on me. whatever... she can side her for all she wants... im useless.

ever since young, i wasnt the princess at home. i m the eldest. i have to do everything. taking care of siblings,hsework (that includes washing and hanging of clothes,mopping of floor, cooking, cleaning up of hse.. blah blah blah..) but guess what.. no one appreciates who i have done. not even a word of praise since young from my parents that i have done a gd job. not even when i got A for my paper. -.-"

i work and give tution 3yrs ago to earn my own pocket money and to pay for all those misc. fees in sch. i saved up for my own travelling. i know i dont grow up in a rich family. so i cant always keep asking money from my parents. i paid for everything for myself.

anyone grow up with canings and kneeling down for hours as punishments from parents? well.. im one of those. i still remembered i was so afraid of my parents that when i was in p1, i went to tell one of my closest teacher. and she wrote a letter to my mum. imagine i was still a pri sch kid, i had to go to sch with all the cane marks on my legs and hands. even up till sec1.... boo!!

so what if im the eldest.. no one listens to me anyway... when my sis started her first day at work, my mom got so anxious for her. she kept buying all those necessities -clothes and stuff for her to prepare for her first day of work. and even a gd breakfast early in the morning for her. what abt me? she did nth for me when i went for my first job after my A level. what a major difference ya...

dun try to console me.. and dont ask me to think from my mom's pt of view. i have been living under the same roof as my parents for the past 21 yrs.

i know there are times when my parents treat me really gd. and i am really greatful that they raised me up and provide me with an education. i really apprecaited that. and i know that in future i will be the one to support them after i grad.


boooo~~~~~~~~~ =(

9th-10th nov 2006 - a crazy night outside.



9th nov 2006 - party world near Lido. a farewell party for Jing.

p.s. jing shares the same birth date as me. ^_^

although i arrived late, i managed to sing a few songs. heh.





10th nov 2006. 1am. supper at east coast.

a game of true or dare after supper. we took lots of pics that night. but due to the explicit content, im not able to post any of the pics. here's one of the not so explicit pics. (p.s. xtine.. heh )

when will be the nxt time the big grp of us gather again? (before jing return to tpe this mth end)

i find it so weird. altho i know them only for just a couple of yrs but it seems like we spend lots of time tgt. everyone can just crap and gossip. we argue, we quarrel. but after awhile, things will be fine again. as compared to my jc frens, (we are of a smaller grp) but it seems so diffcult to gather all of us. everyone's busy with their own stuff. hmm.. let me think.. the last time i cldnt make it to meet them cos i bought the ticket to krunk. ................. and.............. something......that.... made me....... erm.... nvm.

anyway, i really enjoyed that night. rched home at 630am. OPPS. and my mum's awake boiling the water.

oh mannnn~~~~~~~ how tired we look!!! look at our super deep eyebags!!!

details will be posted in the nxt entry after i got the photos.

oh mannnn.. what can i say... a crazy night outside. ktv.supper.and games. not to forget. kisses and more kisses. woohoo~~~~

i cant help it but i wanna share this with everyone i see online...

usually i will be damn paiseh when i was on tv...

but then... i think i looked quite okie on this clip. that's y i have decided to share this video with u guys.. haha...


and i love this song loads..!!

〈不在乎有沒有以後 〉 (有和三位幸運歌迷牽手喔﹗)
http://202.157.174.100/20060929-energysong2/Player.html

and it's quite a happening video too.




went to watch The Grudge 2 tdy. wth.. the ghost appears almost everywhere. places where u dont even think off. and it really scares the bits out of myself. and edison's in the show too! but just for a couple of scenes only.. although im scared, but i still love to watch scary movies. haha..


click on View-Encoding-and then choose Unicode to read chinese words

oh mannn.. i went to fort canning parkto watch a charity concert last sat. the weather was nice. i didnt have to Q and yet i had a very gd view. it's not very humid. there's wind. every's perfect. woohoo!!~~

the main reason i was there was becos of milk and energy. and last sat was shuwei's 26th bday. 1104.

milk showcased his new song dance called kuilei. meaning puppet. great dance moves! i just love seeing him dance. he's really a gd dancer.

everyone knows that milk left the grp energy last yr. normally under circumstances it wld be impossible to see anyone that left a grp reunited on stage again. but.... it was a SURPRISE to everyone that night.

it was shuwei's bday. milk pushed out his bday cake and sang a bday song for him. awwww... what a scene... the 4 of them were standing tgt on the same stage.

and the most OMG part was.. when energy was singing their last song, ahdi invited milk to join them on stage to sing along. - Duo Ai Wo Yi Tian

memories floated back to me. it has been so much that they went thru and we fans went thru as well. well.. others might think that it's silly of a person who's 21 to chase idol. but then... sometimes what ur idol does, really gives u the motivation to carry on.

energy is the first idol grp that got me into the idol world. and got me into chasing them. well.. if they arent nice and friendly in the first place, i wld have stop such things long ago. (come to think of it last time how much i used to hate those idol chasing ppl but im one of them now. ha)


thanks for all the memories!

and....... time files..... im graduating soon...... howwwwww?

Chiewy!!

why didnt u make any hints to me that u are moving house?

i got a shock when i was told of it tdy. the news came so sudden.



and...


Pei Rong needs to save money!!!!

SAVE MONEY!!!!

for the sake of my trip yr end.