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Saturday, June 30, 2007

認識他 卻又不熟悉。


開朗的他。是大家的開心果。


燦爛的笑容。是大家微笑的原因。


陽光般的樣貌 迷到了不少的美眉。


前途無量的他 是傳播系的優良學生。

喜歡跳舞。編舞。


我相信他一定是學生心裡的好老師。


翻了翻去年大家拍的照片。

回想起來 好像只是昨天的事情。

他那獨特的笑容 是個TRADEMARK。

表面上嘻嘻哈哈的他 原來在心裡是那麼的翠落。

是自殺 還是。。? 我們也不清楚。


死因是什麼 大家也不知。


但知道的是。。他死的那一刻 應該是悲傷痛苦的。


到了另一個地方 希望你能過得更好。


大家對你的祝福 我想你一定聽得到。


答應那些關心你的人 一定要好好過。



RIP ISHI。




Wednesday, June 27, 2007

first and formal..


go watch 換換愛if u guys havent got the chance to.


主角﹕小美﹐王傳一﹐RAINIE


這初偶像劇真的很不錯看。內容很不錯。很可愛。很輕鬆。很搞笑。


王傳一在戲里超帥的啦。 LOL。



ermm.. my 3rd wk in the co.

ohmann. i think im pretty fortunate. i got v nice colleagues who joke and laugh during lunch and sometimes make me burst out laughing during office hours becos of their childish acts. i got v nice colleagues who give me food during those boring office hours like.. home made cookies, peanut cookies, rice balls (aka tang yuan), sweet potato soup, and share home cook food during lunch time. (oh gosh. i seriously think that i have gain weight! -.-" becos of all the nice food prepared by them!) i got v nice colleagues who share their past experiences with me.they made me realise i still got a v long way to go and i have to plan for my future and have goals in life. i have a v nice colleague who sits nxt to me everyday in the co. bus. it's really nice of him to try to talk to me when i first stepped into the co. he's now my bus mate. cos we sit the same bus to co. tgt. =) all thanks to him that the journey to tuas isnt that boring.i 've got a nice boss and i have a v nice in charge as well. she's v patient with me. and she's there to ans my qns altho most of the time she's v v v busy. i got a very handsome jap boss as well. =) kawaii ne! he called me personally ytd to join him in a meeting at the warehouse, i was damn shocked. heh heh. it's def. an experience.

so farrrr.. im still coping with the work that i was given. still in the process of learning and familiarising myself with the procedures of all the work esp those reports that i have to do. oh goshh. they really do give me headaches. -.-"

well... so far im still surviving. looking fwd to fri when a new week begins. wkends are so precious to me right now. hohohoho.
Sunday, June 24, 2007


pictures speak a million words.
thanks for the memories.
it's a pity we seldom take pics during jc times.
however, nv too late now.
im glad i got to know u all.
thanks peeps!


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Wednesday, June 20, 2007

我想我已經開始習慣。

習慣AM630起身。AM700出門。AM830上班。PM530下班。

在公司﹐用電腦﹐印/處理文件。

還有很多得學習的地方。我還很陌生。希望用/做多幾次的報告就OK了。

跟同事們的互動也比較好些了。

我漸漸開始開始習慣。。

可是我不想要這些習慣!!!

我很渴望。。。。

自由自在的生活。

喝著一杯飲料 看著一本書

有空時 就到附近走走。

看著電視 拿著遙控器 CHANNEL SURFING

聽著CD﹐933

做做家務事 洗衣﹐抹地﹐打掃﹐收拾﹐整理﹐做菜。

我只能說有好有壞。在外打工﹐看看市面也不錯。

至少知道大人是怎麼辦事情的。

大人的世界真的很複雜。我不了。

要和一組大人們上班﹐也考我和他們之間的感情。

讓我慢慢學會如何去融入他們。

但。。。我還是比較喜歡小孩一面的我。不想成為大人

Sunday, June 17, 2007

yet another monday tml. AAARRGHH!!! !@#$%^&

someone pls cheer me up. >_<

anyway...

輕快的歌-讓我舒解壓力一小下


不錯聽。聽聽看。


但是﹐他這首歌沒拍MV。 =(


只有在YOUTUBE找到那天我們在KBOX的一小片段。






<<捉迷藏>>

CHORUS﹕

蓋著藍天窩窩讓壓迫感找不到


海風吻吻肩膀搖一搖就不痛了


不想要焦躁失眠憂郁血糖高


更不要車多人多錢多樓多愛太少


親愛的別為了柴米油鹽窮慌張


天塌下來有我在第一線為你扛


讓輕鬆從緊蹦的世界活過來


像玩捉迷藏一樣 躲著讓現實生活 捉不到
Friday, June 15, 2007






這星期過得太快了。
幾乎一整個禮拜都在外頭跑。
很累。
也發生了許多事情。
難以預料的事情。
我自己也不敢想象。
我媽不鼓勵我 還猻我。什麼麻!!!
我都已經那麼難受了。她還這麼樣。
又是一個孤單的夜。。。。
Wednesday, June 13, 2007

我很悴落。

一點也都不勇敢。

害怕受傷害。

也很容易掉淚。

沒毅力。沒耐力。

吃不起苦。

一個人的生活。很孤單。

想找人聊天 也不知撥電給誰。

很慘哦。


這就是沒自信的我。



朋友﹐你真的很勇敢。真的。
Sunday, June 10, 2007

my 100th entry. heh.

let me post something that i like. =D

enjoy this song.





復活(演唱:林宇中、金莎)

詞曲: 林宇中

你變得像他一樣沉默 偶爾也像他一樣活潑

連笑聲也都一樣 我怎麼忘 也忘不過一秒

我想要愛 卻看到他離開的剎那



你將愛情帶走 留我一個分手的魔咒

叫我傷得徹底不敢再妄想誰的溫柔

看我的眼神閃躲 我知道你有話不能說

我該如何假裝 心才不隱隱作痛



你說分手后 你(我)第一次有想愛的念頭

可是眼前的是他還是你(我) 還在爭奪

我懂你不想承諾 卻又無法解開這魔咒

讓我在你心裡面復活 無數次的復活

我隻要你愛我



遠遠看你勇敢在心頭 靠近一點卻又太懦弱

不拆穿你的困惑 愛不了我(你) 至少不要難過

任何結果 我會點頭 隻要你快樂




你將愛情帶走 留我一個分手的魔咒

叫我傷得徹底不敢再妄想誰的溫柔

看我的眼神閃躲 我知道你有話不能說

我該如何假裝 心才不隱隱作痛



你說分手后 我(你)第一次有想愛的念頭

可是眼前的是他還是你(我) 我(你)還在爭奪

我不想給你承諾 卻又無法解開這魔咒

讓我在你心裡面復活 無數次的復活我隻要你愛我



無數次的復活 我隻要你愛我



=D
Friday, June 08, 2007

feeling tired. but i had a fruitful day today. wheet!
thanks to Charlene once again.
she accompanied me for a swim today. =D

had lunch before meeting xuan.
my all time fav. simple,nice to eat,and it's cheap and healthy too!
simply love it! slurps!


ahh.supposed to be a surprise. but it turned out to be otherwise. ha!
a small cake from a local bakery shop with one small candle on top and lala said it looks like some prisoner celebrating his/her bday. muhaha.
nth much was done at her hse. we ate,ate and ate. watched tv and laughed. heyy. simple but yet nice and warming gathering rite? lol.

once again.HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRISCILLA.
(^ 23rd)
lol



got so tired. slept all the way home. yawnz.





this entry is specially for......

今天是我朋友拉拉的生日

所以

生日大快樂!!!!!!! =D

u are blessed with this fren of urs. =D
Tuesday, June 05, 2007

this is my life after examz. going out almost every night.
fri(01-06-2007) and tue(05-06-2007) night with this girl. thanks for the movie treat!! =D
when 2 psychology students get tgt...muhahaha. it's so fun evaluating the movie after that. keke.

on sun..03-06-2007. went youth park. and off to party world after that with my 5-of-us gang!!
i wanna blogged abt Mayday's concert on 02-06-2007..but i shall do that when i got the pics.

i feel tired gg out every night.. = = but it's nice to catch up with frens whom i havent seen for a long time.

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Sunday, June 03, 2007


2007年6月2號

5月天帶著我們離開了地球表面。

我們不把屋頂轟掉 而是把地上炸開。

3小時不停得唱跳。流了一身的汗。很爽。

對5月天來說﹐歌迷的聲音是世界上最好聽的。

他們演唱會勢力是無人可以取代的。

不軌是天團

現場我還發現外國人呢!超屌的!

我們像是發了瘋的樣子 一直吶喊著。跟他們一起跳舞。

演唱會裡的“寵上天”超可愛的說!

還有一只ASTRO BOY 呢! =D

太多的點點滴滴 語言無法形容。

還好﹐這一切都儲存在我的記憶裡頭了。

沒去的人。IM SORRY太可惜了。

雖然我覺得沒比FINAL HOME的感覺來得好 但還是一樣超棒的。

就是因為他們是5月天。
Saturday, June 02, 2007

im feeling stressed out of a sudden. it seems like a gimmick to me but yet it sounded so true. i dont know if i shld reject.moreover it's a fren that intro me to this job. a couple of visitings to the office seems to tell them that im interested. but somehow i am not so. at first i thought, i may want to try on a part time basis for a mth since there's no disadvantages and just to gain experience. however, my mom gave me the red light moments ago and that gave me no assurance at all. boo.

examz' over but yet im still having a headache over such things. this seems to be telling me that this is really of not my interest cos im feeling pressurised. issnt it? hmm. but if i dun try, i wun even have the experience and how wld i know if i am really of no interest..issnt sales part of mktg as well? and moreover, im not doing this alone. it's a pair work thing at the inital stage. and at least i can a few hundred for being a part timer for a mth.

ohgoshhh. and i was asked to go back for some training thing the nxt morning. i seems to be gg for a history of sg,biology of cells,tissues lessons all becos i need to have knowledge abt their pdts.

how?!