SHE.HER.

Sunday, September 30, 2007

Date:24.09.2007 (mon)

Venue: JE Mac.

Time: 8+pm

Target: Hong Zhen & Pei Rong

I used my butt to knock hers when i saw her from the back. and she almost wanted to scold me in public. LOL. finally i got a chance to give her the ultra belated bday present. the present that i spent time and effort doing. =)

Ah Gong, Ah Ma and their grandchildren. so sweet hor. =))

friends for 8yrs.. and it's still counting..

Love U my friend. =)

Friday, September 28, 2007

i just knew this will happen. before i know it, we are drifting apart. i tried to salavage this r/s. i didnt want to be the only party that's calling him every other time. one way communication always fail, doesnt it? i didnt want to be a nusiance to him. i didnt want him to hate me. i survived one whole day without his sms. 9 hrs in office seems like 90 yrs. i looked at the time every 5mins, hoping to see a message. but there's none. i m anticipating a message from him. but looks like, i m terribly dissappointed.
my job isnt that smooth sailing. i hate myself. my quotation isnt perfect. i still make mistakes here and there. i realise i wasnt as patient as i thought i was. i wasnt as observent as i thought i was. i feel so aimless again. there's nth for me to look forward to. there's no motivation for me. there's no goal that i wanna achieve. there's no one to guide me along. sighz. how much i hate myself.
i think of him but i doubt he does. i wonder what he's doing now.

*im always a failure.

Saturday, September 22, 2007

i whine. i complain. i cry.

argh. i hate work.

but no choice. this is life. i have to bear with it.

why arent u by my side when i m feeling blue? i need ur shoulder.

i got bullied ytd.not once,not twice, but thrice by 3 different ppl. duhz.

how did i do to deserve that? nth.

i cant imagine if my frens where to leave the co. i dun know how i would survive.

u are my motivation every morning to get to work.

i think im relying too much on u.

ur smses make me smile. each time when im down, taking a peep at ur smses cheer me up.

haiz. how?

Thursday, September 20, 2007

i was the waitress,ironing girl and kitchen helper for the whole day from 9-10pm.

Rolls Royce New Car Launch. 19.09.2007

dun underestimate this layout.it took the whole of afternn to complete st8 after the morning's event. it took me and my colleague the whole of the afternn to iron 4 huge table cloth.phew.

nice arh.

observed those little details.it's put in by each and everyone.

a grand piano that's used by Corrinne May for the evening performance.

new car.

a briefing session b4 the start of the evening event.

let me intro to u. the Moon Ladder. A new place. with new furniture that jus arrived a couple of days ago. def. a nice place to chill out.

nice sea view too. but.. ermmm. some views are blocked by trees.

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

dont under-estimate these table tags u see in restaurants or buffets. they took me the whole day to complete.measuring,cutting,measuring and pasting.

Monday, September 17, 2007

there's always a reason why i hate first day of work.

the loneliness that i have to face.

the no. of qns marks inside my head.

陌生的環境。

i feel like a fool sitting ard doing nth.

i wasnt sure if what i was asked to do is correct.

that sense of insercurity. >_<

i noe noelle there's to help me. i know she's trying her best to help me.

she really did lots. and im really grateful for that.

but still, i cried when i rched home.

cried becos i hate the feeling of loneliness.

that unfamiliarity. that sense of insercurity.

i hate to adapt to a new environment. sighz.

i cldnt help myself but i cried not once but twice an hr ago.

but im okie. it's jus my way of relieving my feeling.

i like ur accompany. but tell me pls if im sticking too close to u.
i really dont want to lose someone like u.

thanks for ur accompany ytd.sorry abt my stubborness.
thanks for ur words. sorry for me not able to unds u.
thanks for ur care. sorry for my carelessness.

in the end, im not as gd as u think.

Saturday, September 15, 2007

i never thot it will end so fast. it seems like it's ytd that i was still complaining abt having to wake up early in the morning and all the work im doing in the office.and the ppl i have to face.

3mths is def. a short period.

what i gain-valuable and priceless friendships. i have friends that cheer me up and make me laugh when im moody. friends that accompanied me for movies during wkns. friends that take real care of me (and i believe they will contd to..) they make my lunch time in office a memorable one. i simply love having lunch with them. all the rubbish and nonsensical stuff that they talked abt was simply entertaining! and the home cook food that they brought makes me drool.

i never thought im so attached to this grp of friends. i never thought that i wld cry on my last day of work. i never thought that their words have really touched my heart.

i love making breakfast for them. i love giving them IQ qns. i wld def miss those little silly actions that they do in office.

and i've got great bus companions for the 3 mths. and not forgetting i have got a great locker mate that says "good morning" to me every day! =)

it's them that makes my 3mths a memorable one. im lucky and im blessed.

to u.thanks for cheering me up.thanks for all the words of encouragement.thanks for all the nonsensical stuff.thanks for all the drawings that make me smile.thanks for all the smilely faces every morning( i hope i still have chances to give u smilely faces ).thanks and many thanks to u.i hope u will be happy too.