i feel so stupid.
i feel like a fool.
asking a question and yet i receive no reply from the other party.
this is the 2nd time.
this goes to show how much of a value i am to the other party.
why in the first place you treated me like a treasure and
thereafter threw me aside.
i am not your toy not your puppet.
not something for you to play with.
07.10.2007 (Sunday)
Hua Song Museum
Hua Song brings alive the stories of Chinese communities around the world.
Located in the new wing of Haw Par Villa.
Made in China @ Hua Song promises the new and innovative experience of fine dining in a museum setting. Serving contemporary Chinese cuisine, the restaurant will feature renowned traditional dishes from provinces and dialect groups all over China like Beijing’s Beijing Duck, Hakka’s Abacus Beads, and Fujian’s Buddha Jumps Over the Wall in addition to local favourites and its own signature dishes.
tired.
im tired.
tired of waiting and waiting.
F**K
today is definitely not my day. i cant seem to express my feeling out.
5.10.2007 friday
was supposed to meet up with my outside friends for dinner at serangoon today. we decided on this date last mon. then on wed, i was told to go to pier eleven to see a product launch event so i wasnt sure what time i will be leaving. then again on the same day (wed), i received a sms from my ex-colleague saying that they will be going for dinner on 5/10/2007 so she asked me if im free to join them. then i told them, im afraid i cldnt cos i had alr promised the other grp of my friends. so i told her issit possible to change date, she said cldnt. so i replied her "nvm, i see if i cld rush down to join them after the dinner at serangoon." she's the one that said in the sms "we cannot change date" that's the reason why i suggested going down to meet them after my dinner at serangoon.
something happened last min. dinner at serangoon was cancelled. so i said to myself "heng arh. now after the product launch event i can go meet my ex-colleague le" then on thur she emailed me saying... "we change to nxt wk can? fri some cannot." i was like... O.O i thot when she told me fri to meet for dinner with them. it means that fri was supposedly a free day that's y fri was choosen by them. and now she's telling me some cldnt make it on fri. so i told her. and she herself said the same thing to me also. if the rest cldnt make it, we both can meet each other. in the nxt email of hers, she said.. okie.. this,this,this.this person cld make it. we go for movie after dinner k. we even got the time, the place for the dinner and the movie. and WTH. this morning she even told me to confirm with me again. AHHHH. until 335pm, i received an sms from her. " tdy ***** not free, i got stomach pain. tdy's dinner cancel k."
!@#$%^&*( i was alr so pissed off at work this afternoon and i had to see this sms. i threw my phone on my desk the moment i saw this sms. i cldnt be bothered to reply till 1hr later. WAH LAOOOOO. it's such a last min decision that pissed me really off. to think that we even plan the place,the time for the dinner and the movie.
!@#$%^&*(
what's wrong with the world?! people are so SUPER INCONSIDERATE?!!!! this afternoon, cos of miscommunication, this lady from mcs turned up for a wrong purpose. and for no reason, i got myself in charge of this thing. adding on to the pile of work that im handling now.
such a sucky day. i was supposed to be out with my friends for dinner.and i end up having dinner with my mummy at je. o well.................
hamsters in my office. this pair got into the office on wed. and on thur, the female gave birth!!!! to 4 babies!!!!! ahhhhhhhhh!!!!
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for the first time in 22yrs, today i realised... my mummy looks old. her hair is getting thinner and whiter. as im growing up, she's ageing. and i still cant provide her. im such a failure.
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