SHE.HER.

photos taken 2 weeks ago.
once in a purple moon that i will get to meet up with friends over the weekend due to my ultra super not fixed working time.

i miss those schooling days. )=

人啊~不要對我太好。

因為我害怕會變成一種依賴。

過後就會消失。感情變淡。

我覺得自己好無奈。

事情有不是因我而起的。但是承擔後果的都是我。

我很無辜耶。

明天又是一個星期一。

還是不習慣工作的生活。

MONDAY BLUES

現在的心情是很糟糕的。

how much i miss being a student.
those carefree times we spent in school.
other than examinations that we have to focus on,
there's nth much that we have to take responsible of in sch.

it's such a different thing when you are outside working.
you have to be responsible for each and every of your actions.
the words you spoke to customers
and the words you typed in emails.
you have to work for your boss, your colleagues and your customers.
i hate being sandwiched. i really hate.
people are rushing me for this and that.
there's nothing i can do, i cant reply u all becos i got to take permission from my boss.

i love my job scope.
but a mth ago, i was asked to do things out of my job scope.
duhz. such things are adding to my work load.
im employed not to do those things.
can u imagine ever since i started work in this co. 2mths back,
80% of the time, i dreamt abt my work during my sleep.
each time when i wake up, i feel so tired.
really very tired. brain cells are working even tho i was slping.
my disturbed sleep.
there are times when i woke up suddenly and start crying.
how horrible. after crying, and im off to slp again.

there are things that the outsiders are unaware off.
on the surface it may seems pretty okie.
but.. it's otherwise inside.
=((