Thursday, May 31, 2007
photobucket is funny. they dont allow me to post my photos into my album. even when some are posted up, it will turned out to be half pic and the other half 's a grey patch. = =
anway that's not my main point.
重點我想說的是。。5月天又要開唱啦!!
就在這個星期6 -6月2號 MAX PAVILLION
而且這次全場是爆滿的!!
超興奮的說!!
跟著他們一起離開地球表面吧!!
JUMP
JUMP
JUMP
examz are finally
over. sighz. im glad that it's over. no more burning of mid night oil for me. hopefully my isomnia will get better after this period of examz. but i feel that im not doing up to my expectations and im feeling not gd. for the amt of effort that i put it, i hope im able to get the output that's equivalent to my input.
有努力過 才會有收穫 不是嗎?
let me recap, i started preparing for this final final examz ever since mar after mock papers. for the last2mths, u cld find me in sch or lib studying. i even spent my pub hol and sun in sch studying. thanks to
rei and
xt for being my study buddies. i really appreciate the presence of u 2. and also for the fun that we had while playing the bball machine. my fav! =D
imagine having to spend
2wks on a particular topic! hmmph!
endless studying. i stayed at home after the first paper started. my record 8days of not stepping out of hse. and the weather's killing me. that's y i prefer to burn mid night oil. im not a robot. so i do have my fun at home as well. i love watching the tv programmes. and bbt on gofish.com that accompanied me every morning or night. the show nv fail to disappoint me and it always cheer my day up. i love the show! =)
i thot i wun cry this time. but i was wrong. i was feelin damn bloody moody the night before my 2 papers on 29th may. any small distruption pissed me off. i flared my temper at my mom that day. she was nice enough to bring me some ginseng drink for me and yet i told her off cos the cup dirtied my table. i know i was definitely in the wrong. but i was jus feeling moody and damn horrible. the amt of stress that i have to bear for 2 papers. others can spent 4days after cf to prepare for msm. and yet
lala and I had to prepare for both msm and esap. =( i was mentally tired. i cried twice the night before. boohoo..and i didnt even say gd bye to my mom the nxt morning when im leaving for examz. im feelin bad. sighz.
after esap, i din even call her to tell her that im not gg home for dinner. she cooked,but no one came home for dinner. coincidently my sis wasnt home for dinner ytd as well. and she was pissed off that she jus scolded me an hr ago. who will feel gd after getting scolded? so i din wan to go out with her when she ask me to jus now. partly im still angry, partly my back still aches since ages ago. but mainly im tired!! totally drained!!
having to slp at 5am a few times last week isnt a gd thing. i hope i will recover lots of my slp these few days.
考完試 有好多東西想做。
找工作的事 就先放一邊吧。
希望我的心情會好些。
lala, im glad that we have been through this period once again. i know u will always be there for me when im stressed out. and i hope as a fren, my encouragement to u helps. and i always feel that having 2 papers does make up mentally stronger. and we have been thru it twice. LOL. it's torturing but it's over now! whootwhoot!!
thanks to
xuan for accompanying us after msm sitting on the floor eating a pathetic snack from 7-11 till the time we enter the exam hall when she can go back home early for slp.
thanks to all for the sms of jiayou-s!!
to pat on the shoulder to all my frens, congrats u all have been thru the worst! a hug from me to u all.
Saturday, May 26, 2007
是我的錯嗎?我不了。
還是我在煩你?
就因為你是我想要珍惜的朋友﹐所以我都付出了當朋友應該有的。甚至更多一點
但你呢?
一直都是我在努力 我看不到收穫。 那種感覺真的好無奈。
教我該怎麼辦。
幾年的友誼就完了嗎? 我不甘願。
如果真的是我在煩你的話﹐對不起!!!我不應該!!! 是我的不對。
我的淚被我哭幹了。也絕對不會有人知道。
***
考試 真的能考死一個人。
我也快奄奄一息了。
沒力氣奮鬥了。
沒力氣努力了。
我精神也要分裂了。
Labels: over the weekend...
Friday, May 25, 2007
i am in a BAD MOOD NOW.those who know me shld know what happen.it's just so unfair.equating to the amt of effort and time i put in. UNFAIR
Sunday, May 20, 2007
ohno.. i start to
shiver at this moment.
has been reading on CF for the past few days.
and i came to realise, i hasnt touch on msm for quite some time. and i need to practise msm qns to familiarise myself. but.. i dont seem to have the time. and i hasnt got the concentration. i think i need 48hrs a day.
OHNOOOO. u cant expect me to study round the clock right?! i still need a bit for my tv,and lappy time. and time to eat and walk here and there ard the hse also.
i dont wish to lose any concentration. and i know msm is so call the best subject for me to score. i know it myself. and i cant afford to make any mistakes.
and my previous results
arent that good. uh-huh... -.-""
why am i so unlucky? argh. to have 2 papers on the exact same date last yr and this yr. WAH LAO EH! SO SHUAY LOR.
anyway...
i was reading thru the bulk of testi that my frens wrote to me in friendster. and
i teared. ='(
i jus wanna say
i really appreciate all the things that u guys did. i swear for every word, every action that u guys did,im really touched.
im lucky to have friends ard me for support. altho there are times when i really needed someone to be by myside, but as i was looking at the contact list in my hp, i cldnt find anyone. =(
frens are really impt and precious to me. as time passes, i came to realise to maintain a friendship, it really takes alot of effort. and it does take 2 hands to clap. even if i want to maintain the friendship with u, but there's no reply from ur side. how is this friendship gg to contd? it's tiring for me to be always the one talking and yet there's no ans from ur side. and it looks as if im the one bothering and disturbing u. haiz.
friends come and go. there are a couple friendships that i lost. tried to retrive one that time but it didnt go back to how it was like before. there's a scar. always there.
still.. there were happy memories that we had during those times kept inside me.
cant wait for examz to end. 30may.
best of luck to all of my frens who are still taking examz.
Looking forward to
五月天 JUMP 離開地球表面 演唱會 on 2ndjune07. =Dand someone's gg to treat me after examz as a form of motivation. muhahaaha.
Saturday, May 19, 2007
Thursday, May 17, 2007
ye
ah!! got photos le!!and blogger's working properly now!!!was out the whole day ytd. guilty!!! -.-" !!!had a stomach bursting steamboat buffet at Suntec.*slurps!! with a total of 18 of us!! WOW!! Happy Birthday Nic~~!!


Monday, May 14, 2007
糟糕!!! 這2天沒什麼K到書的說 >_<
怎麼會!!!
哎喲!!!
as much as i want to post photos to beautify this area.
but!!! i got no photos to share!!!
hasnt been taking photos recently at all!!!
hmmph!!!
there's some things that i wanna get recently.
-a
new mp3. cos mine was spoilt ytd. it keeps appearing this msg that says "file system error" i wanted to format the hard disk. but my lappy doesnt seem to detect it when i plucked it inside. HOW??!?!! anyone knows to get it solve?
-a new camera.
fuji fine pix Z3/Z5 or
sony t10/t20. will prefer a
pink one. =)
-and OH!! i got 2 frens who got NDSL recently. these gadgets seems to be getting more and more popular and everyone ard me seems to have them. and what caught my eye recently was this little remote control look alike thing call
W.I.I. woohooo!!~~ altho i fancy this,but.. i dun think i will get it. cos im not really a game person.
what i need most now is a
new mp3! cos i cant live without MUSIC!!!!!!!!!!
我要我的MP3!!!
i need to get back to my notes after i switched off my lappy.
to all my frens who are still having examz now,要加油哦!!!
期待考完試的那一天 我們要跟瘋子玩得一樣瘋!!!
Friday, May 11, 2007
felt so relieved.
so glad that macro's over.
finally one DOWN.
i know i did what i can.
however,somehow i still tend to worry this and that.
worried that i didnt fill in my candidate no. correctly, afraid that i didnt label my IS-LM model correctly... yes i know those are minor stuff. but still.. i cant help but feel so ARGHHH. scratching my head here and there.pulling my hair now and then. ><
whatever it is, i know i can put macro aside. and concentrate on cf,esap and msm.
nxt paper will be on 25th-CF.
oh noooo.. i know i shld mug v hard for CF and msm. seems so long since i last touched the 2 of them, and i know i have practically forgotten the bulk of CF and esap. AHHHH.
but for now.. i know i need a break.a rest.a proper and undisturbed slp without dreams of exam qns.
a pat on the back to all my frens. CONGRATS ppl! u have survived at least 1 or 2 papers till today. contd moving and it will be over on the 30th!
*i got 2 papers on the 30th. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!
Thursday, May 10, 2007
afraid of picking the wrong topics.
afraid that the qns that's coming out tml will not be those usual qns.
afraid that i will not be able to rem things.
argh!!!! aHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
i am always like a little girl who resort to crying during exam period. that's my way of relieving stress i think.
i did put in alot of effort for the last 2mths for revision. more effort compared to last yr.
Please God,let me and my friends get through this exam period smoothly.
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
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over the weekend. i was. SICK.
cough,flu,sorethroat,fever of 38.4
nv gotten so sick for so long.
make me feel like dying. totally restless. i cld feel the heat releasing out from my body.
and what's worst. exam period.
oh yukes!
less than 2 more days before starting of macro paper.
WTH.
i hate this feeling. i hate the feeling of gg in unprepared. only choosen selected topics to study. and not all selected topics are mastered.
i DETEST examz. ROARRRR.
*sob*
Sunday, May 06, 2007
i am sick. very sick.
argh!!! got the virus from my mom and sis!!!
how bad can this episode get.
cough,sorethroat,flu and fever.
with exams starting this coming friday. unread materials. cant seem to get the facts inside my head. once it's inside, it finds its way out the nxt day.
bloody hell.
fell aslp when i ate my flu tablets at 5+pm. slept all the way till 2+am. how strong can my flu tablets be. feeling hungry. ate a slice of bread followed by my flu+fever tablets, and cough medicine. studied a bit of econs before i came here to blog.
how horrible i m feeling right now. ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!
Friday, May 04, 2007
i think i have nv been feeling so scared for the last 2yrs for my examz.this is so stressful. for the fact that it's the last final and major examz and we din wan anything to go wrong. the amt of pressure that im holding is huge.butterflies growing in my stomach. will shiver the min i thought of gg into the exam hall.with lots of stuff unread. with my poor memory power, i cldnt seem to get everything inside my head. even when i pick topics to study, there are still so much reading to do.i admit im not a person who can handle stress. i break down crying v easily. and my timetable sucks. and i have been complaining this for a long time. even though i cant do anything to change the exam timetable. what can be worst than staying at expo the whole day for 2 papers? staying inside the freezing cold hall for 6 hrs? and my sch is so !@$$%^ they rejected marking my mock macro paper. saying that i din complete the minimum amt for them to mark. that's rubbish!! i clearly stated on the front cover that i wrote 6/7 pgs! and i even "demanded" the admin lady to find my script to verify my statement. and when she came out she told me " they din mark is becoz my digram took up most of the pg and i wrote very little" !@#$% what can be more impt than drawing digrams for an econs paper?! i drew huge digrams for my intro econs too. that's so rubbish. and with the fact that simple calculator can only be brought into the hall for examz. that's even so ridiculous. p5 sch kids are gg to use calculators from nxt yr onwards and us.. in a degree course doing even more complicated maths prob arent allowed to use calculators? what's the logic? HAIZ!feeling so down...can study be more productive and effective without examz?haixxxxxxxxxxx
Thursday, May 03, 2007
考試 壓力真的很大!
我也不知我在讀些什麼。
K書K到頭腦有點。。。神經錯亂了
禮拜天﹐公共假期我都在學校度過。可憐。
!@#$%^&*()_+_)(*&^%$#@!!@#$$%^&&*)