這幾天﹐有種莫名的壓力一直糾纏著我
也不曉得是為何
想到學業考試﹐畢業後找工作 就頭痛 好煩!!
人長大了 得顧慮到的東西就就越來越多了 不是嗎?
新年就是親戚朋友聚在一起的時間
雖然說我不喜歡過年 因為每年過節 來來去去都是一樣的。
親戚問的問題 也都一樣
小的時候 他們就會問 “你今天幾歲? 你在哪裡讀書啊?”
長大後 就問 ”現在有沒有男朋友啊? 大學後 要找什麼工作?”等等的問題
我發現 他們會問這些問題 也是因為他們的一份關心 而且也要找話題跟你聊聊
我的干媽。。今年差點就讓我掉淚。。一年只見她一次
今年 她突然冒出了一句 “只要看到蓉蓉 都不會累 一定會開心起來”
i never knew i am such a great impact on her
she told me some of my childhood memories which i have total no recollection at all. she told me she was so heartbroken when i was being brought back home from her hse after my mom stopped work permanently to take care of me and my siblings. and she told me after that she didnt want to babysit anymore becos of this heartbroken feeling when it's time for the baby to be brought back by his/her own parents.
she treasures me a lot.
she used to bring me out to buy new year clothes every yr since i was young.
when i grew up, i have little time and soon i stopped going out to shop for new yr clothes with her.
but she nv fails to say this every yr... 今年沒有帶蓉蓉去買衣服 所以把錢放在紅包裡
(*weeping)
such simple actions like this... how many on this earth will appreciate?
