i feel so restless at this moment.
nth seems to motivate me anymore now. NOTHING.
not even the thought of seeing my idols! O.O =( how?!
i feel so aimless. i dont know what i really want in life. i dont know what i wanna be in future. i dont even know myself well enough to make decisions.
shld i be a matured-thinking individual or think like a kid?
i am so tired. i cant handle the multiple selves in me. to be able to stand up and speak the truth in front of people seems so diffcult suddenly.
what is the ME that people know abt? how do friends actually view ME as? i really wanna know.
我連我自己都猜不透。好無奈。真的很無助
nth seems to cheer me up anymore. boo! >_<
