examz are finally over. sighz. im glad that it's over. no more burning of mid night oil for me. hopefully my isomnia will get better after this period of examz. but i feel that im not doing up to my expectations and im feeling not gd. for the amt of effort that i put it, i hope im able to get the output that's equivalent to my input.
有努力過 才會有收穫 不是嗎?

let me recap, i started preparing for this final final examz ever since mar after mock papers. for the last2mths, u cld find me in sch or lib studying. i even spent my pub hol and sun in sch studying. thanks to rei and xt for being my study buddies. i really appreciate the presence of u 2. and also for the fun that we had while playing the bball machine. my fav! =D

imagine having to spend 2wks on a particular topic! hmmph!

endless studying. i stayed at home after the first paper started. my record 8days of not stepping out of hse. and the weather's killing me. that's y i prefer to burn mid night oil. im not a robot. so i do have my fun at home as well. i love watching the tv programmes. and bbt on gofish.com that accompanied me every morning or night. the show nv fail to disappoint me and it always cheer my day up. i love the show! =)

i thot i wun cry this time. but i was wrong. i was feelin damn bloody moody the night before my 2 papers on 29th may. any small distruption pissed me off. i flared my temper at my mom that day. she was nice enough to bring me some ginseng drink for me and yet i told her off cos the cup dirtied my table. i know i was definitely in the wrong. but i was jus feeling moody and damn horrible. the amt of stress that i have to bear for 2 papers. others can spent 4days after cf to prepare for msm. and yet lala and I had to prepare for both msm and esap. =( i was mentally tired. i cried twice the night before. boohoo..and i didnt even say gd bye to my mom the nxt morning when im leaving for examz. im feelin bad. sighz.

after esap, i din even call her to tell her that im not gg home for dinner. she cooked,but no one came home for dinner. coincidently my sis wasnt home for dinner ytd as well. and she was pissed off that she jus scolded me an hr ago. who will feel gd after getting scolded? so i din wan to go out with her when she ask me to jus now. partly im still angry, partly my back still aches since ages ago. but mainly im tired!! totally drained!!

having to slp at 5am a few times last week isnt a gd thing. i hope i will recover lots of my slp these few days.

考完試 有好多東西想做。
找工作的事 就先放一邊吧。
希望我的心情會好些。

lala, im glad that we have been through this period once again. i know u will always be there for me when im stressed out. and i hope as a fren, my encouragement to u helps. and i always feel that having 2 papers does make up mentally stronger. and we have been thru it twice. LOL. it's torturing but it's over now! whootwhoot!!
thanks to xuan for accompanying us after msm sitting on the floor eating a pathetic snack from 7-11 till the time we enter the exam hall when she can go back home early for slp.
thanks to all for the sms of jiayou-s!!
to pat on the shoulder to all my frens, congrats u all have been thru the worst! a hug from me to u all.