i think i have nv been feeling so scared for the last 2yrs for my examz.
this is so stressful. for the fact that it's the last final and major examz and we din wan anything to go wrong. the amt of pressure that im holding is huge.
butterflies growing in my stomach. will shiver the min i thought of gg into the exam hall.
with lots of stuff unread. with my poor memory power, i cldnt seem to get everything inside my head. even when i pick topics to study, there are still so much reading to do.
i admit im not a person who can handle stress. i break down crying v easily.
and my timetable sucks. and i have been complaining this for a long time. even though i cant do anything to change the exam timetable. what can be worst than staying at expo the whole day for 2 papers? staying inside the freezing cold hall for 6 hrs?
and my sch is so !@$$%^ they rejected marking my mock macro paper. saying that i din complete the minimum amt for them to mark. that's rubbish!! i clearly stated on the front cover that i wrote 6/7 pgs! and i even "demanded" the admin lady to find my script to verify my statement. and when she came out she told me " they din mark is becoz my digram took up most of the pg and i wrote very little" !@#$% what can be more impt than drawing digrams for an econs paper?! i drew huge digrams for my intro econs too. that's so rubbish. and with the fact that simple calculator can only be brought into the hall for examz. that's even so ridiculous. p5 sch kids are gg to use calculators from nxt yr onwards and us.. in a degree course doing even more complicated maths prob arent allowed to use calculators? what's the logic? HAIZ!
feeling so down...can study be more productive and effective without examz?
haixxxxxxxxxxx
