there's always a reason why i hate first day of work.
the loneliness that i have to face.
the no. of qns marks inside my head.
陌生的環境。
i feel like a fool sitting ard doing nth.
i wasnt sure if what i was asked to do is correct.
that sense of insercurity. >_<
i noe noelle there's to help me. i know she's trying her best to help me.
she really did lots. and im really grateful for that.
but still, i cried when i rched home.
cried becos i hate the feeling of loneliness.
that unfamiliarity. that sense of insercurity.
i hate to adapt to a new environment. sighz.
i cldnt help myself but i cried not once but twice an hr ago.
but im okie. it's jus my way of relieving my feeling.
i like ur accompany. but tell me pls if im sticking too close to u.
i really dont want to lose someone like u.
thanks for ur accompany ytd.sorry abt my stubborness.
thanks for ur words. sorry for me not able to unds u.
thanks for ur care. sorry for my carelessness.
in the end, im not as gd as u think.
