how much i miss being a student.
those carefree times we spent in school.
other than examinations that we have to focus on,
there's nth much that we have to take responsible of in sch.
it's such a different thing when you are outside working.
you have to be responsible for each and every of your actions.
the words you spoke to customers
and the words you typed in emails.
you have to work for your boss, your colleagues and your customers.
i hate being sandwiched. i really hate.
people are rushing me for this and that.
there's nothing i can do, i cant reply u all becos i got to take permission from my boss.
i love my job scope.
but a mth ago, i was asked to do things out of my job scope.
duhz. such things are adding to my work load.
im employed not to do those things.
can u imagine ever since i started work in this co. 2mths back,
80% of the time, i dreamt abt my work during my sleep.
each time when i wake up, i feel so tired.
really very tired. brain cells are working even tho i was slping.
my disturbed sleep.
there are times when i woke up suddenly and start crying.
how horrible. after crying, and im off to slp again.
there are things that the outsiders are unaware off.
on the surface it may seems pretty okie.
but.. it's otherwise inside.
=((
