it's sad when im sad but my tears cant flow.
it's sad when im in trouble but i cant get out of it.
im glad i have friends whom i can pour my whining to.
however eventually, im still stuck with this.
and i only have myself to climb out of it.
the climbing process is tough. lots of steps.
i need the support. i need the courage.
lots of them in fact.
i suddenly feels that i have no motivation to carry on.
i have no aim. no goal. i lost my energy to carry on.
im lost. v lost. im countin the days when each day passes.
hoping for the time to pass faster.
humans study. get a skill. get a cert.
then work. to earn money. to feed themselves.
then in the end, die and leave this world.
i wonder what's the next stage after this world?
how will it be?
has been v emo for the past few weeks. hence this entry.
sighz.
