there's so many things that i wanna SHOUT OUT LOUD!
but when will i ever get the courage to... =(
the frustration inside me, i have been wanting to get rid of it. but i just couldnt seems to do so!
so many things that i wanna say
i miss my previous job. and i really do. =(
i finally unds that feeling... i used to be a fanatic fan of theirs, and i used to work with them a couple of times. once in taiwan, twice in singapore.
the previous time was a full 5 days of more than 12 hrs of work everyday with them. with chats into the late night till 3am. the memory is still so fresh within me.
and they are coming again this wkend. u may think that i think too much. but i cldnt help but keep thinking.. what will they comment.. when will they say abt me now that im not working with them anymore. yes. i do care abt how and what they think of me.
there are still so many things that i didnt get a chance to do with them. =(
i dont know how to face them. as a fan? or as a ex working colleague? i dun noe... i got so much to say to them. cos i love their company. they are really nice ppl. really nice ppl.
